Las Flores Street, number 42.
Then you stop the car and stare.
Because the house at 42 is not the house you remember.
It is freshly painted yellow. The front gate has been replaced. There are potted succulents on the steps where Clara used to keep cracked ceramic saints. A bicycle leans against the porch rail. Wind chimes. Curtains you have never seen. Life, ordinary and unselfconscious, arranged all over a place your grief has always preserved in sepia.
For a second, you wonder if you have the wrong street.
You check the house number.
No. This is it.
You get out of the car and walk up the path with the grocery bag in one hand and your pulse thudding harder than the situation seems to warrant. Maybe Clara moved in with relatives. Maybe she rented the house. Maybe you missed some message years ago and failed to notice because grief makes you selectively stupid.
You knock.
A man opens the door.