Then that old, familiar shame of realizing I had been the fool in a story everyone else understood before I did. But beneath all of that was something worse: grief. Because somewhere along the way, I had started to believe I mattered to Mrs. Rhode as much as she mattered to me.
I grew up in foster care, so maybe I should have known better. My mother left me when I was a baby, and my father spent my childhood behind bars. I learned early that adults could make promises and mean nothing. I learned to pack fast, keep my important things together, and avoid crying in front of strangers. MotherhoodJourney Journal
When I aged out, I left with two trash bags of clothes and no plan. I ended up in that town because rent was cheap and nobody asked too many questions. I worked bad jobs for worse bosses until I finally walked into Joe’s Diner during a breakfast rush, asking if they needed help. One waitress had just quit, and Joe looked me up and down.
“You ever carried three plates at once?”
“No.”
He shrugged.
“You’ve got ten minutes to learn.”
That was Joe—rough, blunt, built like a refrigerator, and still one of the most decent people I had ever met. At the end of long shifts, he would shove a burger and fries at me and grumble.
“Eat before you pass out and make paperwork for me.”
Sometimes I stayed after closing to wipe down counters while he complained about suppliers, food prices, broken freezers, and people who ordered eggs in ways that should have been illegal. Mrs. Rhode came in every Tuesday and Thursday morning at exactly eight. The first time I waited on her, she squinted at my name tag. Food
