Using it felt like accepting that thirty-seven years of marriage had been reduced to a transaction.
A final payment.
A settlement for a life.
And my pride wouldn’t allow it.
Starting Over at Sixty
The years that followed were harder than anyone knew.
I rented a tiny room in an aging apartment building where the pipes rattled at night and the winter wind slipped through cracks in the windows.
My furniture came from thrift stores.
My meals became smaller.
Sometimes much smaller.
I cleaned houses.