“Why didn’t she tell me?” I whispered.
Maria placed her hand over mine. “She said she didn’t want to make you sad. She said you already carried too much.”
My throat tightened. Had I really been so distant that my wife chose to suffer alone?
Maria led me to a back bedroom—Julie’s room. Lavender walls, an ocean view, a desk overflowing with books. On the nightstand was a photo of me from our honeymoon. Beside it, a picture of Maria’s three children building a sandcastle with Julie.
“This was her safe place,” Maria said. “Her… secret garden.”
Then she brought out a wooden box I recognized instantly. I had made it for Julie decades earlier. Inside were dozens of letters—addressed to me—but never sent.
My hands shook as I opened the first one.
My dearest Howard,
The cancer has returned. I can’t bear to tell you. You finally seem peaceful in retirement, and I don’t want to take that from you. Maria takes care of me. Her family makes me feel alive. I wish I could explain this world to you, but I know you wouldn’t understand.
Tears blurred the words.
Another letter revealed even more.