I was seven years old the night my stepfather, Tom Harris, drove me through a downpour to my grandparents’ house in Portland. The entire ride felt suspended in a strange, heavy silence. Only the windshield wipers dared to speak, dragging back and forth with a tired squeak. I kept my forehead against the cool glass, trying to see where we were going, but everything outside was just rain and blurred streetlights.
My mother sat rigid in the passenger seat, her fingers trembling in her lap. She didn’t look at me. Not once.
