He slammed the pitcher onto the counter and shoved past me, storming out the back door into the freezing night, leaving the kitchen silent except for Noah’s shaking breaths.
I dropped to my knees and pulled my son into my arms, stripping off his soaked clothes, wrapping him in my own thin nightshirt, pressing my body against his in a desperate attempt to give him warmth and safety I should have given him sooner.
As I held him, surrounded by cracked tiles, unpaid bills, and the wreckage of years of denial, the truth settled heavily over me: the man I loved wasn’t coming back, because the man I loved had never really been there.
And if we stayed, whatever was left of Ethan would only get worse.
I carried Noah upstairs and told him to stay quiet, to stay still, while I moved through the house with shaking hands, grabbing only what mattered: his backpack, our documents, and the small envelope of cash I’d hidden away over the years, money saved from skipped meals and sold jewelry, never meant for anything but emergencies I’d been too afraid to name.
The back door slammed.
Ethan was home again.
His boots hit the floor below, heavy and deliberate, and his voice floated up the stairs, eerily calm. “We need to talk, Hannah. We need to fix this.”
Fix this.
I didn’t answer. I locked the guest room door, pushed open the window, and whispered to Noah that we were playing a game, that we had to be quiet, that he had to trust me.