She lives inside a purple hoodie I kept washing because I was terrified the lake-water smell would eventually disappear forever.
I washed it again that morning. I missed what mattered instead.
A missing child never really leaves your house.
sophie walked into the kitchen and watched me fold it with the kind of careful, silent attention she had been using on me all year. Not the gaze of a child studying her mother. More like a person watching someone standing a little too close to the edge of something.
She sat down at the island without a word.
She was sitting in Maya’s seat.
That wasn’t the first sign.
I noticed. I always noticed.
That wasn’t the first sign.
But something about the way Sophie’s hands wrapped around her coffee mug stopped me from saying anything.