I waited for that man to surface, but he never did.
Instead, I met a side of Ryan I’d never seen before.
Ryan came into the bedroom that night with two pairs of sneakers in his hand.
He set mine on the floor beside the bed like a verdict.
« Five thirty, » he said. « Be ready. We’re going running. »
« The doctor doesn’t have to look at you across the dinner table. »
He climbed under the covers and turned his back to me.
Just like that.
As if he had not driven a knife clean through the center of my chest.
At five thirty, the alarm blared.