I looked through the open doorway and saw Ryan sitting on the leather sofa I had picked out years earlier.
Beside him sat Vanessa Carter, younger, flawless, wearing a red dress and holding a glass of wine.
Behind them stood my mother-in-law, Rebecca Montgomery, elegant as always in her pearl necklace.
The same woman who had spent years telling me at every family gathering:
“A house without children feels empty, sweetheart. And a woman who can’t become a mother is always missing something.”
I swallowed those words the way people swallow broken glass.
Silently.
Trying not to bleed in front of anyone.
For eleven years I endured fertility treatments, specialists, hormone injections, expensive clinics, prayers whispered in the dark, and pitying looks from strangers.
Every negative test felt like a tiny funeral.