Somewhere behind the nurses’ desk, a monitor beeped with a calmness that felt almost cruel.
I had not come there for her.
I had come to see my best friend after his surgery.
David had texted me at 1:17 p.m. on Thursday, June 13.
Still alive. Bring coffee if you’re coming.
That was David.
Humor first, suffering second.
So I stopped in the lobby, bought the worst paper cup of coffee I had ever tasted, signed in at the front desk, and followed the signs to recovery.