Regret.
Maybe guilt.
But whatever it was, it wasn’t enough to make him stay.
A few minutes later, he climbed into her red car and disappeared down the road.
I stood at the kitchen window until the taillights vanished.
Then I picked up the bank card.
And I hid it.
Not because I needed the money.
Because I couldn’t bear the humiliation.
I placed it inside an old butter-cookie tin above the stove and promised myself I would never use it.