When I was close to giving birth, my husband locked me inside our house, yelled at me to “quit acting dramatic,” and went to his mother’s birthday celebration. Two days later, he walked back to the house smiling with leftover cake—until the sight waiting for him made him drop in terror.
The dining room of the Monroe estate was suffocatingly perfect. It was a space designed not for the consumption of food, but for the consumption of status. The air was thick, heavy with the cloying, expensive scent of roasted spring lamb, rosemary, and massive, hyper-curated arrangements of white Casablanca lilies that seemed to suck the oxygen straight out of the room. Above the sprawling mahogany table, a tiered crystal chandelier cast a harsh, glittering light over fifteen adults who were busy performing the pantomime of generational wealth while harboring a deep, toxic rot beneath their designer clothes.
I, Jessica, sat rigidly near the lower third of the table, my posture military-straight. For six years, I had occupied this specific chair. For six years, I had been the barely tolerated outsider, the middle-class interloper who had somehow managed to marry Daniel Monroe, the sole heir to a shipping and real estate empire. I had endured the micro-aggressions, the backhanded compliments about my “quaint” upbringing, and the deliberate exclusions from family portraits, all to keep the peace. I had swallowed my pride daily because I believed, foolishly, that love required sacrifice.
